This has been an emotional day, and will likely be the beginning of a very emotional journey. I have decided something very important.
I can no longer sit around and simply wait.
I have done a lot of soul-searching, a lot of praying, and a lot of crying. I have reached out to friends and family to help me by praying, by simply being there, or both.
Now it is time for me to take action.
I can deal with never being pregnant. Being pregnant was never my true focus, simply a means to an end. I can NOT deal with never being a mother.
Thus begins anew the journey that began four years ago. The journey to make us parents.